Yep. Too many things happened. And i am not feeling that good now... mentally and physically. haiz... so decided to blog to let some emotions out. if u are reading this... good. so pls understand if i get emo/pissed often these days. i apologise (for the past and near future).

after some time sitting down and thinking... cooling down. i realised these are the few things i need.
0. family time
1. good friends to talk to
2. music. life without music is meaningless
3. sleep
4. drive to move on

so, let me address them now.
0. crazy sch keeps me busy... dont know how to tackle this. but shall just use whatever free/relaxing time i have everyday =)
1. i'm really thankful for the good friends whom i can talk to. i know u are busy. so thanks for taking time to listen =)
2. listen to nice music? haha. no. let me re-play piano. last played was long long ago. forgeta lot of things. (when i have free time, which doesnt come easy)
3. sleep earlier! YAY!
4. hmmm.. quite difficult. but got some inspiration from trip back to css ytd. and another thing, which keeps me willing to move on in njc. (classifed info) oh, more than one actually. =)

i'm writing (typing) these down so that i can refer to them in the future, when i feel better... and see how things look like from a healty mind perspective.

Yep, i got into council. but the journey starts now.
weighing my decision. i thought i made the right decision to join. for a moment today, i thought i was wrong. but point no 4 has cleared my doubts =)

On the final note.. Go go go bang! u are the hero!
I shall hold on too.

yep. emo-ing over. next post will be happier =)